Heya guys again.
I know I said I'd do the requests
done, like, weeks ago. But you can see, I really didn't. Most of them are sketched, but not all of them, even it's been so long.
Okay so here's the thing.
When I started them, them exam week was ahead, but I thought, no big deal, I can get these all done within two weeks or something. I screwed up. I got winter depression ( which I've never had, in fact, so it was serious ) and it even affected on my studies and focusing. I literally cried for two days before math exam. Now we got them back and I really, really screwd up it. Others got fine but I love math and take it very seriously if I suck it ( plus it got big part in later life, they keep saying ).
Okay time passed. I didn't got shit done.
We got winter break. Didn't even lifted the pen.
Guys I'm one big fucking useless person. I really can't do things propeply or in time even always break my promises and what I say. I'm so sorry guys, I feel really upset about this and I'm literlly crying right now. Believe or not, but that's who it is and I'm terrible sorry for your wait.
Now to the point.
I'll do some of
requests for next weekend, maybe not done but I'll do my best to get them at least somewhat done. Don't expect anything. Knowing my later success in these things I really can't promise absolutely anything. I'm just one huge ineffectual person.
Why not continuing now? As I said, I feel terrible about screwing up the math, so I'll do them exam again ( even technically I shouldn't ) and now will spend my free time for training and studing this all shit through again. ( And, according to previous experience about these and knowing my motivation and focusing, like fuck that would even happen succesfully. I bet I can't get even the half way of the book or learn anything new. That's how this last 1,5 days have been for now. SO YEAH. )
I really don't want you guys feel like I'm not doing them, I don't care about these or anything. Even tough I took requests in for my own fun and practice, I always take these thigns seriously and want to get them done. Always. But I just can't.
Now for those who follow and wait for my character ref sheets
, this is for those.
We didn't got anything for last week, though I tried but didn't really felt like finishing it. So planned I'd do it this week with the other one. But because of math study + got another work ( deadline at weekend ), last and this weeks ref sheets will be moved to the next week ( 8.3 ). Thus, we will have 3 of them.
Will write them up at school when got chanse, sketches are mostly done so all I have to is lift my lazy ass and draw the rest. I'll do my best with getting these ones done, and not letting the whole mission drop like last year happen.
So that's it. Just wanting you to know. Hopefully you guys got better situations in your lifes.Gotta use free cookie chance for Subway this week. Someone hold my hand I'm too afraid to go.