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Heya guys again.

I know I said I'd do the requests done, like, weeks ago. But you can see, I really didn't. Most of them are sketched, but not all of them, even it's been so long.
Okay so here's the thing.
When I started them, them exam week was ahead, but I thought, no big deal, I can get these all done within two weeks or something. I screwed up. I got winter depression ( which I've never had, in fact, so it was serious ) and it even affected on my studies and focusing. I literally cried for two days before math exam. Now we got them back and I really, really screwd up it. Others got fine but I love math and take it very seriously if I suck it ( plus it got big part in later life, they keep saying ).
Okay time passed. I didn't got shit done.
We got winter break. Didn't even lifted the pen.
Guys I'm one big fucking useless person. I really can't do things propeply or in time even always break my promises and what I say. I'm so sorry guys, I feel really upset about this and I'm literlly crying right now. Believe or not, but that's who it is and I'm terrible sorry for your wait.

Now to the point.
I'll do some of requests for next weekend, maybe not done but I'll do my best to get them at least somewhat done. Don't expect anything. Knowing my later success in these things I really can't promise absolutely anything. I'm just one huge ineffectual person.
Why not continuing now? As I said, I feel terrible about screwing up the math, so I'll do them exam again ( even technically I shouldn't ) and now will spend my free time for training and studing this all shit through again. ( And, according to previous experience about these and knowing my motivation and focusing, like fuck that would even happen succesfully. I bet I can't get even the half way of the book or learn anything new. That's how this last 1,5 days have been for now. SO YEAH. )
I really don't want you guys feel like I'm not doing them, I don't care about these or anything. Even tough I took requests in for my own fun and practice, I always take these thigns seriously and want to get them done. Always. But I just can't.

Now for those who follow and wait for my character ref sheets, this is for those.
We didn't got anything for last week, though I tried but didn't really felt like finishing it. So planned I'd do it this week with the other one. But because of math study + got another work ( deadline at weekend ), last and this weeks ref sheets will be moved to the next week ( 8.3 ). Thus, we will have 3 of them. Will write them up at school when got chanse, sketches are mostly done so all I have to is lift my lazy ass and draw the rest. I'll do my best with getting these ones done, and not letting the whole mission drop like last year happen.

So that's it. Just wanting you to know. Hopefully you guys got better situations in your lifes.

Gotta use free cookie chance for Subway this week. Someone hold my hand I'm too afraid to go.
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Feed Me soundtrack
  • Reading: Freaking math
  • Watching: Pyro's adorkable face (?????)
  • Eating: Skin from fingertips

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:iconsoftbluewind:
SoftBluewind Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Hi! Thank you very much for the favorite! : D
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DummyHeart Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Ses sas sis .u.

Sun DL Akatemiassa on huomenna .3.

Tarviikko lisää aikaa? :'D
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:iconsussurchan:
Sussurchan Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist
Kävin jo jonkin aikaa sitten sivut heittämässä viekkuun 8D
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DummyHeart Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah oke hyvä :'D

Sori minä sokea DX
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Verikoira Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist
Kiitos watchista. owo
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moonsaber56 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday....(first!)
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:iconsussurchan:
Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Aaaawww, thank you so much lovely person~ ówò
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moonsaber56 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
k
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Peikkolainen Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Onneksi olkoon vanhenemisen johdosta :hugg
Miten voikaan olla syntymäpäivä näin likellä joulua Ö3Ö Emme kyllä pääse valitsemaan syntymäpäiviämme T3T
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Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Eipäs nyt aiheuteta ikäkriisejä näin nuorena siinä >8D
Mutta kiitos paljon onnittelusta~Redbull glomp Niin, kyllä on julma kohtalo BD
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Peikkolainen Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
Yhdellä ystävällä sama juttu V3V joulu menee siinä synttäreitten päälle.....
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ViolinAndTea Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
heLLO I've seen your art here and on the MXmas event. Your drawings are great!!!!! I'm so in love with them! :heart: (my tumblr is antidepressanttoucan)
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Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Oh my I wasn't expecting people coming over to say something here 8D
Oh stop it you being too nice >w< That's really awesome, thank you so much for kind words ówò
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Puususi Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
Onnea ja hyvää joulua!
 Party  Santa Clause 
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:iconsussurchan:
Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Thanks ja jouluja sinnekkin~! 8D
:icongiftplz:
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vanillaa Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
Hyvää synttäriä!! :hug: Köh tota, mä taisin viime vuonna luvata piirtää sulle jotain, mut... se... unohdin asian kokonaan OTL
Mutta! Tänä vuonna piirsin ja  yritän saada sen viimeisteltyä sen tän illan aikana 8D
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Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
:glomp: Kiitos paljon, toivotanpa tässä samalla sulle kanssa 8D
Ai lupasit, en ees muistanu 8D Weheee, ootan innolla sitten .w. :excited:
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vanillaa Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
Kiitos kiitos! 8)

Ah no hyvä jos olit unohtanut XD Mut tässä tää olis! fav.me/d8ay9gz
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SekoSirita Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Voi hyvää synttäriä! : DD <33
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:iconsussurchan:
Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Voi kiitos \ówò\
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:iconsekosirita:
SekoSirita Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ollos hyvä uwu
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:icontarulimint:
Tarulimint Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
hyväää myöhästä synttäriä!!! *heittää kirkin päin  naamaasi*
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:iconsussurchan:
Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Ei mitään myöhästä kun just oikeeseen aikaan 8D * nomnomnomnom syö Kirkin *
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:icontarulimint:
Tarulimint Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
mitäää wait a second.... onks sulla synttärit 23 päivä joulukuuta vai ????? 
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Sussurchan Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist
Nyehehehee eeeiii >BD
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